When I’m Not Enough

“Forgetting what the word has told me Father of love, you can have me.” -Sidewalk Prophets I was so excited for college—for a new start, new friends, and new experiences; but let’s be real, the height of my excitement revolved around moving from a pool of high school boys to an ocean of new men.  […]

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When Dreams Come True

The dream. It began in an attic room that I shared with my roommate, Kim.  With every picture of an orphan and video of missions trips, my heart caved.  With every internet search for my own mission trip, my fingers trembled.  When I first read the word, “Swaziland,” I laughed out loud.  Is that for […]

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Moments Like That

Because there’s no way I can simply summarize all that happened the last two weeks in Swazi, here are the snippets of when… God is Present in Moments like That *In the midst of a country that I love with a mission that I am called to, I was reminded by a high school girl […]

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Called to Chase

We all need pick-me-ups every now and then.  One of the greatest encouragements I received this trip was a short yet powerful message from Rachael: I was hungry,                  you fed me. I was naked,                  you clothed me. I was […]

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Week of Highlights

A review of the previous week… Sunday highlights: Kayla brought some frisbees, so Sebe and Sindi joined our team in a game of frisbee football up and down the dirtroad… It was a lot of fun, but we had to call it a tie because it was getting dark. That night, I spent time with […]

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Much to Celebrate

Simple celebrations We added some structure to the routine in the house for the girls so that Mondays and Wednesdays are bible study days, Tuesdays/Thursdays are skill building days, and Fridays are activity days.  The purpose of these activities are to create better unity and community among the girls themselves along with Titi and Gogo, […]

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Miracles in the Making

Because I have been busily occupied with our incredible team, I haven’t had much time to dig into the relationships with my girls. My teammates, being as supportive and empowering as they are, encouraged me to get some time alone with them, so I took full advantage.  For a morning I took Tenele and Ayanda […]

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True Beauty

After a plane ride from Chicago to Amsterdam, Amsterdam to Paris (a full day layover which included a picnic and nap at the base of the Eiffel Tower!), and Paris to Johannesburg, we packed the shuttle bus with all eleven of us and embarked on a five hour bus ride home to Swaziland.  We arrived […]

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My Place in this World

“The place that God calls us is the place where the world’s deep hunger and our deep desire meet.” -Frederick Buechner Ever since I set foot in Swaziland in 2008, I knew it would hold my heart forever.  I know the Lord has called me there for a specific purpose, and ever since I came […]

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A Broken World Made Whole

(1-16-13) I live in brokenness every day, for my job exists in a broken world.  I am a teacher but I am more.  I can’t leave work at work, because when they are broken, so am I.  No, I can’t take all their burdens, I can’t make it all go away, I can’t be their […]

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